LAST TIME

How bad one feels when our soulmate goes away from you for forever?
Can You imagine or how would you feel when you come to know that you are going to meet for last time in life? The word LAST TIME IN LIFE when strike on my heart it breaks into several small pieces.
                                                     When all doors are seems to b completely closed, situation becomes very critical.How would you react when you see a strong & Hunk person  as a handicapped and weak.At this situation heart stop pumping yar.Seems like we are imagining death of our lives.
                                                     What to do or not to do when all this happens in your life."All Izz Well" how can we say at this moment??
                                                       Pretending a happiness on my face, a fake smile so that no one can read me, no one can jugde me, Pretending to b perfectly alright. But dear friends there is a limit, a saturation point of being pretended. At that moment i was stading in busy hall. but no voice was entering in my ears only flashback and only thoughts were overflowing in my liitle mind.Was all alone.
                                                     was standing physically but my soul, mind had gone (Lost).
Was reacting nthng happend to me. It does nt matter. But it maters Yar!!!!!!!! Was praying to God Weather it is a imagination of mine!!!! Seemd whole creation of world had ended.
                                                     One day only one day God had given me a chance to talk that person, to meet that person.Yeah wen one would got this opportunity. I got dat opportunity.
but on meeting there was no word to say , nthng to argue as usual, only silence was there.The person with whome we used to discuss all maters , wheather they are small r large,was going away far faaaaarrrrrrr away from ur life.
                                                    But there was excitement and anxiety to gain this opportunity. What special should i do to make it memorable and to make it happy moment????? Yeah i know how can i say "will it b a happy moment?"
                                                  This incident affectd alot on my life. Days were becomes years to me.was difficult to think other matter.Was useless......