He met me again. i just felt terrible horrible at that time.But what can i do? I could not understand why he is behind me from last four years. I do not know who is he? From where he comes? how timing is perfect? Is he just observing me from last four years? What he wants from me? I juts hate that person.Today he met me again and followed me.He never speak to me. Although i observe that he know that i do not like him but still he continues........Oh God !!!!!! what should i do? I dunt want to create any scene on the spot.
But when i use to see him i just starts feeling scary. Its horrible. I always tried to stay away from this situation.On which day he meets me my whole day ruins into hell.Who the hell he is?
Few months back i had a support of my friend.Coz I discussed each and everythng with him and told each incident.He always helped me and stood like a wall in my life to protect me from any bad accident.
But now this time i cannt take his help.I know he is there for me but i dunt wanna contact him /tell right now.
I have to tackle myself, have to face myself with new challenges.Coz by telling him now , it will consider a selfishness now. So this is wrong.
I Think Life is like this only. We have to have to move on .
Friday, 31 January 2014
Wednesday, 29 January 2014
Trendsettlers Not Trend Followers
I Just Observed that usually i have my unique style like in everything may b its dressing sense, may b make over may b of attitude of wearing different kind of Accessories.M not praising myself. this is just my own personal observation.
I just grasp those trends which i really likes but not completely i follow that trend, but by molding in my own way according to my own taste, then only i follow that particular trend in my life.
I just believe in Simplicity, I think every body is perfect in his/her own unique way. But main thing is to use that particular thing according to body texture, fitness & Figure of a person.
Hey i am not saying that i use things in extraordinary way But i was the proper way , which i like the most.(Full of creative Ideas).
Everybody is beautiful, But to make /to look more gorgeous, i think Simplicity and proper attitude is must.Hmm dressing sense and Proper attitude comes out to be beautiful look, WHICH IS SIMPLY BEAUTIFUL.
I think smart look also a outcome or which our eyes observers a decent look not vulgar or showing off your body. So we must be trendy but in logical way. We must follow trends but according to our personality traits.
I just grasp those trends which i really likes but not completely i follow that trend, but by molding in my own way according to my own taste, then only i follow that particular trend in my life.
I just believe in Simplicity, I think every body is perfect in his/her own unique way. But main thing is to use that particular thing according to body texture, fitness & Figure of a person.
Hey i am not saying that i use things in extraordinary way But i was the proper way , which i like the most.(Full of creative Ideas).
Everybody is beautiful, But to make /to look more gorgeous, i think Simplicity and proper attitude is must.Hmm dressing sense and Proper attitude comes out to be beautiful look, WHICH IS SIMPLY BEAUTIFUL.
I think smart look also a outcome or which our eyes observers a decent look not vulgar or showing off your body. So we must be trendy but in logical way. We must follow trends but according to our personality traits.
Wednesday, 22 January 2014
Personal Experience-Ghost kindaa Stuff.
Finally M back in office after one month struggle (Fever). -22 Oct 2013. Yeah m happy today and feeling good.
Finally dark night has gone and a new sunlight has come for me to celebrate each and every moment of life. Each Day is precious and Unique for me.
It was 20 Sep,2013, When i took half day from office. My mood was very very upset & irritating. I was unable to find the exact reason of this state.I was totally frustrated.I went to my aunt`z Home and relaxed myself there. next very day i came to office bt i was not OK.I took half day leave and went home. At night i observe my body temperature was rising. Fever was on & on.No cough, no cold, i was very strange. How come all this?Although i was coming office regularly bt going back in fever. I ignored my health and continuing my office work.But Everything happened opposite. My condition went bad to worse as days passed.
It was all horrible. i frightened even while entering my own room. It was terrible for me to spend little time in my bed room. On those nights, talking about dreams that was terrible, fretful.Snakes & snakes were all around. One the most beautiful snake i had ever seen . Snake had peacock color, it was so beautiful , all colours it had like green, blue & head of snake was Torquise blue color.And wenever i tried to sleep, felt like someone is hitting me & dragging me and hitting till my own death.So i was avoiding to sleep in between 2:30 Am To 4:00 Am. At that my feeling was like if i sleep i would never recover or woke up back.As day passed my condition had gone worse.I was feeling like hell or kept in cage.My body temperature was not normal.
Everything seems to be abnormal to me. All day/Night was terrible.Took treatment from many doctors, Changed medicines & Doctors too.Many Orthodox feelings were there. We tried every possible thing for my recovery. My family members were upset about my condition.
Then a old man old me to do prepare some Prashad and bow to GOD. And i took some medicine. Finally i recovered. This is my personal experience from that day i never ever seen such horrible dream.I m not saying it was not some ghost stuff. But all above which i explained is true. So GOD knows what iz all about?
but i m highly thankful to you GOD.
Finally dark night has gone and a new sunlight has come for me to celebrate each and every moment of life. Each Day is precious and Unique for me.
It was 20 Sep,2013, When i took half day from office. My mood was very very upset & irritating. I was unable to find the exact reason of this state.I was totally frustrated.I went to my aunt`z Home and relaxed myself there. next very day i came to office bt i was not OK.I took half day leave and went home. At night i observe my body temperature was rising. Fever was on & on.No cough, no cold, i was very strange. How come all this?Although i was coming office regularly bt going back in fever. I ignored my health and continuing my office work.But Everything happened opposite. My condition went bad to worse as days passed.
It was all horrible. i frightened even while entering my own room. It was terrible for me to spend little time in my bed room. On those nights, talking about dreams that was terrible, fretful.Snakes & snakes were all around. One the most beautiful snake i had ever seen . Snake had peacock color, it was so beautiful , all colours it had like green, blue & head of snake was Torquise blue color.And wenever i tried to sleep, felt like someone is hitting me & dragging me and hitting till my own death.So i was avoiding to sleep in between 2:30 Am To 4:00 Am. At that my feeling was like if i sleep i would never recover or woke up back.As day passed my condition had gone worse.I was feeling like hell or kept in cage.My body temperature was not normal.
Everything seems to be abnormal to me. All day/Night was terrible.Took treatment from many doctors, Changed medicines & Doctors too.Many Orthodox feelings were there. We tried every possible thing for my recovery. My family members were upset about my condition.
Then a old man old me to do prepare some Prashad and bow to GOD. And i took some medicine. Finally i recovered. This is my personal experience from that day i never ever seen such horrible dream.I m not saying it was not some ghost stuff. But all above which i explained is true. So GOD knows what iz all about?
but i m highly thankful to you GOD.
After Listening Praise
How do you feel wen someone praises You? What would be your answer? Amm.....yeah ofcourse everybody feels good after listening praise from someone. But happiness must not lead to Haughtiness of a person. Because i think every person in this Universe is unique. Every Body has unique characteristics which are different from other person. Instead of feeling yeah I M BEAUTIFUL we must understand or rethink that who invented all human beings????
Almighty has given this birth of humans to all of us.So basically all praise is of GOD. HE has created all this universe.SO ALL PRAISES FOR ALLAH ONLY, WHO IZ THE OWNER OF THIS UNIVERSE.
Almighty has given this birth of humans to all of us.So basically all praise is of GOD. HE has created all this universe.SO ALL PRAISES FOR ALLAH ONLY, WHO IZ THE OWNER OF THIS UNIVERSE.
Thursday, 7 November 2013
Most Beautiful Line
Most Beautiful Line, I have ever read from Quran Sharif
Sb to sohna rang uss rab da hai, Aao saare uss rehman de Rang vich rang jayiye, Hamesha hamesha lyi
(Sorry!!!! i just translated into pure punjabi)
yaar when i read this line, these lines just touched my hearts chord, tears automatically rolled down from my eyes and sliped to my cheeks.
Sometimes we forgot God, as we all r busy in our daily chores.But this is too bad But when we stuck with any difficulty then we Remember God.
Me too irregular in reading Quran Sharif. But it must be as important as we eat things on regular interval.
Sb to sohna rang uss rab da hai, Aao saare uss rehman de Rang vich rang jayiye, Hamesha hamesha lyi
(Sorry!!!! i just translated into pure punjabi)
yaar when i read this line, these lines just touched my hearts chord, tears automatically rolled down from my eyes and sliped to my cheeks.
Sometimes we forgot God, as we all r busy in our daily chores.But this is too bad But when we stuck with any difficulty then we Remember God.
Me too irregular in reading Quran Sharif. But it must be as important as we eat things on regular interval.
Monday, 8 July 2013
Ray of Hope
When things went wrong..nthng gud happens to you. You feel very lonley. Our supportives are always there to take care of us. The ppl who understand very well.They do every possible trail to make us happy.
Such ppl ast as a catalyst to our lives , through which are heartbeat runs smoothly and happiness comes in our life.Such Good friends makes our life, they are GOD Gifted.
Thank You God for the perfect timing to making my life gud and Relaxd.
Such ppl ast as a catalyst to our lives , through which are heartbeat runs smoothly and happiness comes in our life.Such Good friends makes our life, they are GOD Gifted.
Thank You God for the perfect timing to making my life gud and Relaxd.
LAST TIME
How bad one feels when our soulmate goes away from you for forever?
Can You imagine or how would you feel when you come to know that you are going to meet for last time in life? The word LAST TIME IN LIFE when strike on my heart it breaks into several small pieces.
When all doors are seems to b completely closed, situation becomes very critical.How would you react when you see a strong & Hunk person as a handicapped and weak.At this situation heart stop pumping yar.Seems like we are imagining death of our lives.
What to do or not to do when all this happens in your life."All Izz Well" how can we say at this moment??
Pretending a happiness on my face, a fake smile so that no one can read me, no one can jugde me, Pretending to b perfectly alright. But dear friends there is a limit, a saturation point of being pretended. At that moment i was stading in busy hall. but no voice was entering in my ears only flashback and only thoughts were overflowing in my liitle mind.Was all alone.
was standing physically but my soul, mind had gone (Lost).
Was reacting nthng happend to me. It does nt matter. But it maters Yar!!!!!!!! Was praying to God Weather it is a imagination of mine!!!! Seemd whole creation of world had ended.
One day only one day God had given me a chance to talk that person, to meet that person.Yeah wen one would got this opportunity. I got dat opportunity.
but on meeting there was no word to say , nthng to argue as usual, only silence was there.The person with whome we used to discuss all maters , wheather they are small r large,was going away far faaaaarrrrrrr away from ur life.
But there was excitement and anxiety to gain this opportunity. What special should i do to make it memorable and to make it happy moment????? Yeah i know how can i say "will it b a happy moment?"
This incident affectd alot on my life. Days were becomes years to me.was difficult to think other matter.Was useless......
Can You imagine or how would you feel when you come to know that you are going to meet for last time in life? The word LAST TIME IN LIFE when strike on my heart it breaks into several small pieces.
When all doors are seems to b completely closed, situation becomes very critical.How would you react when you see a strong & Hunk person as a handicapped and weak.At this situation heart stop pumping yar.Seems like we are imagining death of our lives.
What to do or not to do when all this happens in your life."All Izz Well" how can we say at this moment??
Pretending a happiness on my face, a fake smile so that no one can read me, no one can jugde me, Pretending to b perfectly alright. But dear friends there is a limit, a saturation point of being pretended. At that moment i was stading in busy hall. but no voice was entering in my ears only flashback and only thoughts were overflowing in my liitle mind.Was all alone.
was standing physically but my soul, mind had gone (Lost).
Was reacting nthng happend to me. It does nt matter. But it maters Yar!!!!!!!! Was praying to God Weather it is a imagination of mine!!!! Seemd whole creation of world had ended.
One day only one day God had given me a chance to talk that person, to meet that person.Yeah wen one would got this opportunity. I got dat opportunity.
but on meeting there was no word to say , nthng to argue as usual, only silence was there.The person with whome we used to discuss all maters , wheather they are small r large,was going away far faaaaarrrrrrr away from ur life.
But there was excitement and anxiety to gain this opportunity. What special should i do to make it memorable and to make it happy moment????? Yeah i know how can i say "will it b a happy moment?"
This incident affectd alot on my life. Days were becomes years to me.was difficult to think other matter.Was useless......
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