Letter To God

Frankly Speaking, I dunt know what am going to write. Only thing i can say thoughts which are coming in ma mind, all those incident which are haunting me may b from my past life or present.
                                      God you know everything, Thing which already happened to me, that time i have to quit just becoz of jealous. But at this time my heart is pumping at faster beat. coz i dunt wanna  to indulge again in that situation.  I think its the time again for me to either to quit or to face.
                                      Allah !!!! i jus want to stay away from this .I never initiated like this.But y u again creating for me ? I dunt have ny greed for nything, i just need helping hand and from everyone.
                                     God Plz , the persons who jealous of me, hates me give them all a right direction and a better understanding Power.Plz God Plz eliminate jealous from this world.This is a dangerous disease.
Its has worst sideeffects . Plz make all ppl know abt this word including me and we all from this.You can do everythng Plz fill love in each and everybody's heart.