Marriage Phobia

Yes, It is right. I have Marriage Phobia....(Marry to death). I have big fear of marriage day.

From last few months i usually dreaming similiar dream.....Which is horrible..But Thanks to God.its only a dream...I never want this in real.

                            Yeah it sounds very funny but its real yar. Similar dream upsets me every time.

A 1975 home -a very old layout and some unclear faces an old woman (mid fifties) and some other women lives in that home (hut).A large area of that home but all is traditionally built up home.Like as villagers live in that home, me just caged by all those women in that home. They taught me this was my home now.i do not know, where m i ? I jus know m far away from my lovable Mom & Dad & there is no Comunication channel  available there. So i am alone in that world.

                            Everybody is taunting me that what u have learnt from your parents? You do not know anything, You are useless person. That home is like a cage to me, where all women just randomly roaming here and there around me only.

                          But God fulfil my dreams my wishes B4 my marriage.I wanna Play a revolutionary role in my whole family. I dun wana grow alone but with my family my culture i wanna growth.I dunt Consider V-Victory by only growing me, So i wana high level thinker family, to grow collectively with whole tribe.

                         Yeah I agree there are some religious issues but have u guys ever think r we true to our religion? Are we obeying each and every obligation ? if we wanna grow up we have to change our old customs....May b this is in my mind so m dreaming like this usually.

                       

                       I think each and every true religion includes  similiar basics concepts.

     DIL SE KRO.......Just by ur Heart....By true heart... That is only true religion .No complications simple funnda.God has fulfilled my all wishes till date but like me a human being, we r beggers so my demands increased... I Know God will fulfil my new demands .. AMEEN.

Letter To God

Frankly Speaking, I dunt know what am going to write. Only thing i can say thoughts which are coming in ma mind, all those incident which are haunting me may b from my past life or present.
                                      God you know everything, Thing which already happened to me, that time i have to quit just becoz of jealous. But at this time my heart is pumping at faster beat. coz i dunt wanna  to indulge again in that situation.  I think its the time again for me to either to quit or to face.
                                      Allah !!!! i jus want to stay away from this .I never initiated like this.But y u again creating for me ? I dunt have ny greed for nything, i just need helping hand and from everyone.
                                     God Plz , the persons who jealous of me, hates me give them all a right direction and a better understanding Power.Plz God Plz eliminate jealous from this world.This is a dangerous disease.
Its has worst sideeffects . Plz make all ppl know abt this word including me and we all from this.You can do everythng Plz fill love in each and everybody's heart.

                                 

Its Easy to say EID (EID -UL-FITAR) has come. But the people who fasted regulary only know how EID day has come?? Not like me just kept fast for 3 days including one friday.
                                        Okaies.....Finally two days to go most probably for Eid occassion...
Me so exicted abt Eid day...........Shopping, Zakat, Rasam of Afftaar...etc...
All is a kind of get together, its a gud way to meet our relatives with name of Allah.
Exchanging gifts is also a fantastic custom....Okay anyways i hope u ppl also eagerly waiting for Eid like me...
Hope, this Eid brings new Hope, love, growth, Happiness,Education, job , wealth in ur lyf........
AAMEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
         So come to Celebrate!!!!!!!!!!!!

Original Documents!!!!!!

It was heart attack day for me. It was afternoon time. I had given all my original documents (certificate) to my brother for attestation. Actually i was applying for job at that time,that requires all Certificates. Me was at home in those days and was looking for job change.So, bro went for attestation of all documents.I was excited for my job and was eagerly waiting for brother to come so that i could proceed further toward my job application. Finally brother came back at home & i asked for my certificates. He went outside to take that bag in which all documents were kept. But he returned with nothing in his hands. Me thought he was kidding. But When i see in his eyes so i came to know that bag was lost.
                                                               I was  totally in shocking condition.Completely lost ma mind.It had seemed on that moment that my heart stopped pumping. Was Terrible condition.
                                                              But there was a little ray of hope. Mom send bro again in market to look for that poly bag, which was full of my documents (My full life's Education, Ma hard work).So bro went and came after half an hour with full of sadness in his eyes.My expressions was Ok but my heart was crying/die 100 times in each mint.My Head was saying No,All izz well!!!!! God cant do this to me!!!!!
                                                               We searched at every possible place for that bag. But all went in vain...At that moment Ma Mom wording was "Oh God!!!! to whom we will say that my daughter is educated."  And on the other side i was considering myself was as a ZERO "0".Amm.. we all sat quietly.
                                                               After one hour, Our door bell rang. Mom instructed bro to open the gate. Bro went to open the door.A Stranger was on gate he asked bro about me? he asked" Who iz shabana ?" Brother Replied"Shez my sister." After this conversation he handover a polybag to my brother.
                                                             OMG!!!!!! That bag was same as we had lost of same colour.
Oh my dear friends u ppl cant even imagine i was on top of the world & tears rolled on ma cheeks automatically.We thanked that stranger and offered tea with some snacks.
                                                             After half an hour, i just offered prayer nd Thanked GOD.

Mood Swing Machine

New Day Compose of new begining, new start, new definition & has its own importance.Oftenly our mood swings just like sudden clouds appears in the sky and unexpected rain falls.You have heard that that proverb About a bird which changes itself according to weather.
                                           No one can predicts what is going to be next?New day has different set of new perspective of that particular day. So according to me we live/enjoy a new life daily.
                                           But Sometimes a little thing can cause a big hazardous in progress of that beautiful day, Consequently we loose a important part of our life ,which becomes sad part of our life.but friends it automatic, autonomous. We cant escape from that.
                                           I Wish !!!!!! all of us must have a mood swing machine, Control of which must be in our hands always.So that we can always turn on HILARIOUS  MODE. No sad moment shuld b there.
HMMM...... So that every body can enjoy life at full masti....., Full Extent!!!!!!

SATYAMEV JAYATE-TV SHOW

Aamir Khan's show SATYAMEV JAYATE has galvanized all  sunday morning. I have watched all 7 episodes, all are mind blowing.The show has created a community viewing habit, where people are watching This show all across the world.
                                               It has also become the most popular in all social networking sites.It has touched people all over the country.

IT has cover the following topics:-
1. Female Infanticide
2. Child sexual Abuse
3. Dowry and Medical malpractice
4. Disable persons
                                         It has earned more than IPL . on each and every social networking site only this discussion is going on. Its creating awareness among public.
So do watch this show.
                                       SATYAMEV  JAYATE- Truth always wins.

Conflicting Situations

Some Situations r very conflicting in Life. How to react upon that kind of situation? Is there any connection of all dese situations with our life's consequences. Are we going in right in appropriate direction?
                                               Although we already aware of some incidents but wen it comes to reality we have a different type of reaction. Or we cant face in real life watz the logic???? My thought was dat it can happen only in dreamz wat wen it really happened to me. i was just shocked, was speechless, even unable to find the proper way how to react ?
                                              Life is going in which direction ? God knows? or m i wrong about my decision which i had taken?i can say jus.................
                                                               I M THE TROUBLEMAKER

INNER VOICE

Some relations / Feelings / moments r undefined. but oftentimes we feel totally helplessness to cope up with such relations.

As per our human nature we develop a sympathy toward some persons may b some attributions we like in them, to whom we meet / rather see regularly. Even we do not know their names, we are not familiar about their nature.Its is not just me talking about the ppl have same age group but also with old age people and some kids also. While we travelling, we face many circumstances, we have to take help from dat very person to whom we always avoids to talk rather to see him/her. its so ironical when we take help from that person at that moment , wat we precept about that person.So we create a different mindset than which we had earlier.

We may feel guilty that time, coz we had a different perception, which was wrong.

We observe that when a person helps us,till then he/she is right/ gud person. Can we conclude abt a person jus by knowing a single positive attribute?????

As we have  different  images  for different persons. similarly other person may have some bad judgement about us, Due to our ridiculous behavior. So i dun think we must judge a person just by observing only single attribute.

Peebles On Road Vs Obscatales Of LYF.

Can you Compare your life's obstacles with Roadside Peebles/Stones. I would like to compare roadside stones with life's obstacles.
With my point of view,when we walk on road, stones comes on our way, we must remove them off from midway, so that when we come again on dat same road , we will go by ease and second Thing is other passengers will also go with ease .
Similarly if we come to know about our obstacle/reason which is the only reason of our daily headache, just remove them off yarr plz. & move forward.
Hey guys, me not delivering any lecture .Jus suggesting u all( AREE FREE KI ADVICE HAI YAR.. TAX FREE. LE LO)!!!!!!!!

Pleasant & Beautiful Day Na!!!!!!!!!

Pleasant & Beautiful Day Na!!!!!!!!!

Ammmm.......Its raining outside & If it is in summer, Someone can feel speacial like.............HEll.....hahhahhahha.......Oh yar i cant tell my feeling jus writing in short ok listen...

Me in office & its raining outside But i wanna go out side , wanna feel single drop of dis rain, on ma face, on arms....Wow..........its so exicing!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ammm.......me feeling fantastic like top of the world...

As i dun know the exact reason of this feeling, May b due to weather or is it curiosity to run out.............

hahahahhahha........

nyways bt the one thing i can peep from window.....so me going bbye..... Miss u all....

Sometimes It Happens!!!!!!

Some moments r happy some r sad
Yesterday from early morning , i was in low spirits. Do you realize some day to b alone at a lonely place nd wanna cry hard.It happens to me somtimes. Although i may not find the exact reason of my this state.But Still
there is a presence of gloominess in one corner of my heart.
                                             Me never want to show my sadness in front of my dear ones, i always hide my tears from them.May b coz everybody have a perception about me as me a heartless person & i dun have feelings but my friend are absolute at their positions coz i never show my feeling before them.I jus use to b a Bubbly girl to all my dear ones.And i always waana like that only.

                                      But friends i understand each & every thing, every feeling i understand clearly, according to my point of view sometime its better to ignore all this & only enjoy our own life, which is precious & God-gifted.I never showed much sympathy towards nybody as i wanna remain same wat i m only. I can feel evryperson s pain & feelings.
                                     Oftenly, So many problems comes together like a black cloud in our garden of life.After entry of cloud all flowers stops bloosming all-around & all happiness disperse. Although ironical thing is dat we do not know the reason.
                                    But how u feel when a Person judges your sadness. Although you r not showy.
But there are always some people we come across, they understands us.We feel vry calm & as well as relax. Like our all sadness , all problems disperse. We are most luck & most happy person on dis planet.
SOME TIMES IT HAPPENS!!
                      Me thinks reason of my sadness may b God, may b me not remembering God from last few moments, me not talking to Almighty from few days but talking to all my friends regulary.So God wants me to come close to Spirituality.
Watever it is .......This is life..............

Not To Through Garbage On Roadside

Hey!!! Wat r u thinking after reading this title ?
Oh!!! you guys wanna say that dat u r not throwing any garbage on roadside.
Ok let me suppose you have purchased any eatable from market , after consuming eatable , where u thrown garbage??? In bin or not???


                                                 ok how many says :- Yes:-----------%
                                                                                 No:-----------%

                I think we 80% people through waste material on road side. Basic purpose to write all dis that atleast my friends who will read this will take care in future.

                Dont think that we alone cant do this. if we start today nd our freiends will start tomorrow definitely. So one day we all be successful. 


                We all are educated human beings. So plz its a humble request to start this practice from now only.So lets take a pledge today to make our nation clear & clean.

Life Is Strange. Wat we expect from it, never gets from it.It is give & take procedure.But sometimes even this formula does not work.
Sometimes We meet some people, whom we care, we do every possible thing for them.But they cant even understand us, may b they dun want to understand. Y some ppl have  things hidden in their minds/heart?
                                                          Y some ppl jealous of us, although we care for them too much.
Wat is the solution of this ? How to realize about their mistakes/faults?
May b this is human nature. We Are sociable . Everybody want to win race but can we only win by looking down upon others?
                                                        Is there not any value of emotions/feelings?
Why they r so haughty? Life is of few wonderful moments. Why we r spoiling each & evry precious moment , which is GOD gifted.
How ppl can b friends just for formalities although having so much jealous in their heart fro their frenzz.
How they r surviving with this overload leather bag (full of jealous) in mind?
How can they have peaceful sleep at night?
                                          Mind/ Heart should b transparent. The thought which is present in heart must clearly visible on their faces.Just live with truthfulness only!!!